From Darkness to Light: My Journey of Self-Discovery, Confession, and Universal Transformation
CONFESSIONS
SURCH team member "Brandon"
Hello there, my name's Brandon, and I want to start by saying it's a little awkward for me to pour my heart out on a platform that'll be viewed by many people I don't know, especially in regards to confessing my sins, insecurities, flaws, and shortcomings.
My reasoning to confess my sins is to be completely transparent (to myself & the world), to take responsibility by holding myself accountable for my actions, and to admit to myself and the world that I am human! After all, just like you (& everyone else), we ALL fall short of "sin-free perfection". However, after quite a bit of research I've come to believe it's extremely important to confess where you fall short, at least on the things YOU KNOW that you can improve on, as acknowledging your shortcomings/sins/failures etc. brings these things to the surface of your "reality", shedding light on the things that deep down you know you should work on, improve, or downright change your ways to gear your life towards your Greatest Possible Good, your Greatest possible YOU! #Self-Mastery-101
In addition to publicizing my confessions here, I am also choosing to make a pact with/to myself to increase my own awareness towards anything and everything that does not come from or legitimately stand for "All That's Good", Righteousness or My Higher-Self. To Be and to continuously remain hyper-conscious of how my thoughts, feelings, emotions, words, and actions affect others, at the same time humanity as a whole, ultimately contributing to a positive energy shift of the World - in order for me to be and do my greatest possible Good in this lifetime here on Earth. Especially these days many people might feel this profound mindset is not easy to connect with or to fully develop, however I feel it's part of my mission in life to simplify this Universe shifting way of life, to break it down into terms which can be understood by the masses. You don't have to be highly intellectual nor Spiritual to have the 'want' to improve your life, the lives around you, and in turn - improve the World, ultimately improving Our Universe... That's right, even little 'ol you had the Power to create a positive energy shift in ways far beyond what most people are able to grasp. This is BIGGER than me or you, although you and I both can reap endless benefits by taking the following and putting it into *action.
In my best attempt to simplify this idea which truly holds the potential Power to give anyone who applies themselves a better way of life, therefore unfolding what is truly a Better Life...
If this sounds like something that you desire, or that you'd benefit from, or even maybe just intrigues you, then you're already halfway there, and it certainly puts you ahead of a vast number of people in today's society who continue to wander further from connecting with conscious awareness, Self-Mastery, and further from the Goodness life is really meant to be.
So, if you're ready for a pivotal moment of positive transformation in your life I ask that you wrap your mind around this simplified concept explained below.
(if it's something that resonates with you, or your Higher-Self, perhaps note it down)
I would like you to just consider, that this better way of life that awaits you all starts with intentions. The intention to want (and act) in accordance with a better life can be the very thing that breaks the mold of who you've come to be, creating a foundation for growth and Self improvement.
Once you can understand and accept this next step, you're on your way to making a real difference in your life, the lives around you, which again truly improves the world. And the more people I can get to understand (and act on) this next concept the more I've contributed to a positive shift of Universal energy, the more my heart is full, and the more I feel I've fulfilled my purpose here on Earth.
This one is important, and it is one of the few quotes/ideas/concepts that has stood out to me since the beginning of shifting my life for the better - in ways that I could have never imagined. The next few sentences hold the knowledge of a profound turning point in my life. One that I'll probably never forget, likely because of how simple it is - years later it's never left me and my overall way of viewing life.
Here goes.... Are you ready???
As I've already said many times, this practice is extremely simple. In Fact, what's shifted my energy, ultimately changing my life, and certainly has the potential to change your life, the lives around you, and even changes the world, breaks down to being a "decision"... That's right, creating real positive change can be "as simple as making a decision".
Weather it's the decision to be mindful of how your thoughts, words, and actions affect other people, deciding to be more conscious of other peoples feelings in general,
Or (as I've done) to take things to the next level on a much larger scale - to make the conscious decision to aim my efforts towards a better world. For me I felt it's best I start with "Self-Mastery" (in all ways possible), to ultimately Think, Feel, Speak, and *ACT in accordance with my Greatest possible Good, leading me to shift my energy, my life, and therefore the energy of the World for better.
Additionally, my intentions have now grown into an even bigger vision as I take this beautiful idea another step further in order to take the Goodness from within myself and expand it beyond me- by choosing to (or deciding to) dedicate my efforts towards teaching others to consider these simple (yet profound) methods of Divine transformation. Hopefully convincing others to do the same in order to make the Greatest impact for our future, and better yet to make these teachings accessible to the generations to come.
Now, to be clear, this page is not about whether or not you believe in "God", it's not about any religion in particular, although it seems to be religions have been and are continuing to fade out, meanwhile chaos, corruption, and destruction seem to be increasing. I'd like to think, however it's unclear to me if this is based on our news channels and newspapers focusing on more bad stories than good? But I suppose we can't really blame them considering most people do seem to be attracted to or get more rise from the bad, tragic, horrific, etc., while much of the Good that happens in the world kind of goes unnoticed, or at least lacks the attention grabbing factor that bad news has on most people.
Doing my best to stay on topic here, I'd like this blog/post/story to be a beacon of Positivity, for anyone who is interested in hearing/learning about real Goodness. No matter what background, religion or beliefs a person has, no matter whether someone believes in "God" or not. I'll be the first to admit that I don't have all the answers, unfortunately after studying many different religions I'm still not sure which one(s) are more valid or accurate, I'm still not sure which "God" is "real", however after deep study religions, scientific research and evidence, and more - I've uncovered a mind-blowing, eye opening, (or perhaps better said, a "3rd eye" opening) - through an abundance of priceless knowledge and "Divine Wisdom". This dedication to research has led me to a blissful "KNOWING" I never knew was possible without religion. A "KNOWING" that there is Far More to life than what meets the eyes . A "KNOWING" that exceeds far beyond anything I've managed to get from any religion, despite how dedicated I was to following, and despite years of trying *wholeheartedly to believe, to pray for forgiveness, understanding, etc...
In my opinion I know that there are a number of religions that seem to be Divinely Inspired, seem to be "Good", seem to lead people to a better way of life, so I honestly have a great respect for multiple religions and I've learned a lot of what I believe now through studying different religions. I do feel somewhat guided through learning about religions, but none of them were able to fully convince me. I feel I've managed to get the best from each by taking what resonates with me and leaving behind what didn't. I've come to believe that everything happens for a reason, so I do my best to not get hung up on the fact that I was not fully converted to any religion in particular. I feel that I got what I needed from each of them at the time, but let's face it - it's not like I've learned all there is to know about any religion, let alone all there is to know about all of them. So as life goes on I continue striving to educate myself further on ALL things. Again, to be completely honest with you as well as with myself - I still consider myself a student in many ways as I continue discovering new things, however I do feel I have a lot to offer as I've reached a certain level of Divine Wisdom, I've caught glimpses of "enlightenment". To put boldly - I've come a long way, and I believe that with the Wisdom I've gained along the way has the potential to help many people who are feeling lost, detached or disconnected with their Higher-Self (or Soul) which in my opinion is one of the few things in life that really matters, in addition to connecting with a Greater level of Goodness, meaning and purpose in life.
As this typing seems to just flow from my fingertips I find myself experiencing a Greater connection with my Higher-Self, meaning, and purpose which is giving me a blissful feeling that this is something I'm meant to do. It is in accordance with "ALL that's Good" and even if only one person connects with this information resulting in an improvement of life I will be satisfied, although of course the more the merrier...
Sorry for the rant on how I've come to be in the "Here and Now". You're probably thinking, "isn't this supposed to be a confession", and or "this person is just boasting about them self, the furthest thing from a confession", I ask that you bear with me here as this is all leading to my confession(s) of a lifetime. I sincerely hope that you have been able to gain something from what I've said here so far, as this information does feel to be coming from my Soul/ Higher-Self, so I believe that it really does have the power to radically change the lives of anyone willing to go over this with an open mind, and the intentions of wanting to improve/get more out of life. So please, try to have an open mind, take what resonates, leave the rest behind. If you've made it this far I commend you.
Seriously, pat yourself on the back, as most people don't have the care to become better versions of themselves, and the rest don't have enough care to actually put in the work, so you my new friend are on the right track, and truly ahead of most. Sure some people might be ahead of you, and many people behind you, but even if it's only in regards to the level of self improvement, that's something that truly matters. I've come to realize that the best way to compare yourself is to compare yourself with you yesterday, and not compare yourself to others, as the lives of others is almost always an illusion. Especially in this day and age with the Internet, social media, etc., the Truth is that EVERYONE has their own problems, EVERYONE can drastically improve their lives, and EVERYONE falls short of perfection. In order to become the best version of yourself, you must first accept what was, what is, and what will be... I've found that this is a simple, beautiful, deeply profound baseline for obtaining "inner peace". I find myself reciting this phrase whenever I catch myself feeling upset when things go differently than I wanted or expected them to, and I must say that it does seem to instantly calm my nerves and mind with this simple concept of "acceptance". I encourage you to give this a sincere try in those moments of aggravation, sadness, depression, anxiety, guilt, etc... Also, know that it's not only okay to, but extremely beneficial to the mind, heart and Soul to FORGIVE !!! I don't just mean this in regards to those who have wronged you (although that's certainly part of it), but I feel it's even more important for you to FORGIVE YOURSELF, as this will open you up to new possibilities. Forgiving yourself (as well as others) releases a burden from your shoulders allowing you to have a lot more room to grow, allowing you to focus your energy on things that will improve your way of life, and therefore benefiting your existence in addition to being more positive, productive and more present to those around you. In most cases that means more of YOU to go around, and in most cases 'those around you' are your friends, family, loved ones, and or your children that will thank you for your attention towards "Self-Love" in the long run when your new uplifted Spirit rubs off on them through your more happy, more positive, and more loving vibes. Most people these days are hard on themselves and all too often trying to live up to the expectations of other people, so maybe do yourself a favor and well,,, just
"let go", Trust that everything is going to work itself out and do your best to love forward. Another key piece of advice is to Trust, and not necessarily people (especially those who've wronged you) although it's not considered a bad thing to trust in those people as well, even if they wrong you again you're doing the "right thing" being the bigger/better person by trusting them again, but of course be careful to not let yourself end up more broken than you can handle. But the Trust I was originally referring to is more so Trusting in life, *Trusting that the Universe will provide what you truly need. If you're reading this you're already in a good spot considering there are people who don't have a phone/computer/roof over their head/or food in the fridge. Yeah, I know that might sound crazy "people without a phone or computer???" No way!!! , yes way...
This leads me to one more point I'd like to make before diving into the depths of my confessions...
***Gratitude.... That's right, Gratitude...
And this goes for anyone and EVERYONE. The truth here is that so many people are lost in their own little worlds with their lists of "important things" that we tend to skip right over the importance of taking little moments to "stop and smell the roses" . To seriously take a moment out of each and every day to incorporate the feeling of gratitude. Even for the little things, or how about especially for the little things. So many of us are wrapped up in our lives, so many of us are focused on what we are lacking or on what is going wrong in our lives that we miss those Divine moments of genuine gratitude / appreciation. As time goes on it seems that this practice is becoming even more obsolete which is driving society even further from connecting with inner peace, Higher-Selves, and ultimately further from Happiness- in any deep sense of the word anyway. Much of the information that I consume is geared towards Self help, Self-mastery, Spirituality, Enlightenment, psychology, philosophy, shamanism, stoicism, etc., as I've been dedicated to improving my life in all ways possible, but a while back I was watching a YouTube video that comes to mind. This information / knowledge/wisdom in this video said something along the lines of "sadly, most people these days will agree that 'life sucks', unfortunately many people if asked what they're grateful for will respond a negative manner such as 'what do I have to be grateful for?' or they will name something in the life that has them feeling down such as 'my car just got repoed', 'my girl/boyfriend just cheated on me' 'broke up with me', 'i'm being evicted', or 'my family member/best friend just passed away'", obviously these are all things that have the potential to cause someone to feel down, but by placing our attention on the things that hurt us holds us from being able to overcome the pain/hurt, but it also stops us from healthy growth. I suppose this can also go back to "Letting go", but another important aspect to healthy growth is feeling gratitude. Life itself is a miracle to be grateful for. Learning that there IS GROWTH in pain and suffering is a healthy way to overcome your very own pain and suffering. Additionally this will allow you to get over negative obstacles quicker, and back on the path of Self growth and inner peace. It's important to incorporate a regular practice of gratitude in your daily routine, this will allow you to be overall happier on a consistent basis, and when life gets you down you can get back on a more positive mentality sooner than without regular practice. I'm sorry this little story ended up being a more than I intended, and I hope I'm not loosing anyone here. In this video it explains practicing gratitude at any time can be beneficial, but it's best to practice gratitude right before bed and first thing in the morning as this tends to give you a more sound and pleasant sleep, and a morning routine can set your day off with a more positive outlook on life. Again I'm sorry for rambling here but I was just trying to get to the main message that has really stuck with me and the reason for bringing this up. So the video then explains how it is miraculous that we are here on earth (which it really is), furthermore it is miraculous that we have eyes, that we can open our eyes and there is light, we can not only see around us, but we can also touch/feel, tase, and smell, these are all things that most of us take for granted. Most of us have 2 arms, 2 legs, etc. for this we should be grateful. You can take this train of thought down a rabbit hole of gratitude, all the way down to your fingernails, then you can go further with the internal parts of the miracle you call "Self". I'm grateful for the blood that pumps through my body, for my heart that miraculously pumps my blood, for the breath that gives my body life (also miraculously, both of which happen without effort or thought). Miraculously my body takes in food that I am grateful for, and even more miraculously my body knows how to break down the food by effortlessly turning the nutritional parts into muscle, growth, energy, and knows to dispose of what is waste or excess, and miraculously on molecular level. It is miraculous and I am grateful for my body knowing how to fight deadly germs, bacteria, virus's, etc. and even more miraculously without any effort or even a thought from "Self". I can literally go on for days, getting down to every organ, every muscle, and every bone in the body not all just seem to work together without a second thought. I'm grateful for not only the miracle we call the brain, but even more grateful for the "mind" that controls it, the miraculous ability to learn/obtain information, the ability to create/combine the information we learn, I'm grateful for the miraculous ability to Express our own creativity and uniqueness. I'm grateful for the ability to Invision, to see beauty in the mind and in turn make it "reality", I'm grateful for the miraculous ability to "know things into existence". That's a good one, I'll be creating more content on "knowing things into existence" in the near future, as this is something that has touched me, and opened my mind in a profound way helping transform my life for the better.
How about a little gratitude for the reproductive system that helped make it all possible? I'm grateful that males have what they need in order to reproduce, and females have what they need to reproduce, and how miraculous that both of them go together miraculously? And without either one of them we would not be here. How miraculous are feelings? Our feelings, both good and or bad are undoubtedly miracles. Without bad feelings we would not know what good feelings are and vice versa.
So it's good if you can learn to appreciate even the bad/negative feelings, as they allow you to know what good feelings are, and cause you to be more happy and grateful when good occurs. In my opinion this makes even bad/negative feelings a good thing, this has allowed me to open my mind to finding happiness / inner peace even in those negative situations or feelings, overall causing me to be a happier, more present, better version of myself.
Additional things I find true and deep gratitude for is the ability to hear. To take this even further there are so many different sounds, vibrations, music, etc. to be grateful for.
I could honestly go on for days with the finer details of so many other things like Smell,Taste, Touch and everything in between.
And sure, we all experience hurt/pains at some point, but overall, - is it not truly miraculous that the painful / hurtful things like sickness, broken bones, cut flesh, etc. just seem to heal themselves, and for the most part. I mean there really is no debate that it's absolutely miraculous that our bodies, plants, animals, etc will typically heal on its own? And typically without needing to focus our energy on healing, sure, sometimes this can help heal or speed the process of healing, but for the most part these things just seem to "happen".
I feel that the miracles are even more miraculous when broken down on a molecular/quantum level. The fact that we are all made up of trillions of atoms, and every cell of our body is held together with a mystical Divine force. In reality every atom in our Universe is made up of 99.9999996% EMPTY SPACE! Even EVERYTHING we call "matter", water and other fluids, plants, trees, wood, rocks, metals, and the earth itself, LITERALLY EVERYTHING we can see and/or touch, including the atoms that make up our bodies.
One might ask,
"Then how are objects and living things held together if the atoms that make up each not actually touching."
And to that I would respond, to my understanding this Divine Energy which holds each atom and all things together - could be considered or viewed as "God", or "Spirituality", which is infused in all things and beings.
It's the unseen energy that holds EVERYTHING into existence.
Wait a minute, what did I just say?
That can't be true...
Right???
Well actually, YES!!! This is really a *FACT!
So we are moreso "Light-Beings" than but most of us have been programmed to believe is actual "matter". Scientific Evidence shows us that all atoms are made up of energy and light, far more than the 0.0000004% "true matter".
I just mentioned that this goes for everything we can see and/or touch, however I've learned recently that the word "touch" is actually a misconception as all "matter" has an energy field around every atom that makes up everything physical. Even every atom has its own energy field that doesn't allow it to actually come in contact with the other atoms that make up every plant, every living being and every piece of "matter" or "material".
Not only do the atoms not touch one another that make up every plant, object, rock, metal, animal, person/being, but EVERY object/being has a forcefield around it which doesn't allow anything to actually come in contact with it on a ultra-microscopic level.
Wait, what???
Many people right now are likely thinking,
"But Brandon, I 'know' that I can touch physical 'matter', especially these things you mention, you must be out of your mind."
Well, not that long ago I felt the same way, however upon researching I've discovered that this really is factual and again something that is supported by scientific evidence.
"So you're telling me that when I touch a plant, a rock, metal, or hold a loved one I'm not actually touching anything?"
Yes, that's correct, I know that this may be another hard concept to grasp considering that touch seems to feel more real than most of what we "know"... I've come to realize that there is so much of what people have been programmed to believe that is not really true.
This is really information with the power to completely change ones belief system.
I pray that this can touch the heart of at least one Soul who needs to hear/read this in order to vastly improve their life.
And please, don't take my word for this, or any other information I provide, I feel it's important that anyone who doubts this profound Divine wisdom should research it for themselves. Researching these types of things to learn for oneself can resonate with a person far more than reading it from any one person. This information literally holds the power to change the entire belief system of what most people these days believe. I know a few years ago I myself would completely disregard or even laugh at someone trying to tell me these things. But upon my investigation and research this information is a significant factor as to how and why my belief system has been turned on its head. We will dive deeper into these topics and many other scientific Facts that most people will find hard to believe.
In addition to the combination of miracles we call "the body"
Space
Sun
Moon
Gravity
Earth
Land/soil
Water
Plants and the oxygen they create
Wind
Fire
Electricity
As I often say since embarking down this path of research & discovery - "Woah the depths"...
And how about the so many other things, creations, inventions that a lot of people take for granted because it's "all we know" such as soap, washer machines/dryers, fridge, clothes (often far more than needed), hats, windows, tint, air conditioning, house/home/residence, stores, vehicles, gas and oil to run them, electronics, mechanics, locks/locking doors, water heaters, pencils/pens, candy, flavored drinks, soda/water bottles,
And to have so much of many of these things that a lot of times we throw them out filling our landfills.
Wow. Let's take a deep breath and just pause for a moment to really take that all in. I gotta be honest, even typing all of that gave me a real sense of gratitude. I sincerely hope that you felt that too.
If you've read all of this and do not feel any gratitude, perhaps you should look into counseling or contact us to see if we can possibly assist you in connecting with gratitude, love -(at least in a general sense), happiness, purpose / meaning in your life, because I am confident that we all were put on this Earth to enjoy it. And I believe it's part of my Divine purpose to help others connect with these Divine feelings. Please notice that I purposely said connect with these feelings, and not "find" these feelings, because I believe that these feelings reside within each and every one of us, and it's only a matter of connecting with them.
In fact I've made plenty of mistakes throughout my life, but I've come to the realization that choosing to make a *conscious decision to truly aim for perfection in all the ways possible is what really matters, and has the potential to align with your Higher-Self, which ultimately makes the world a better place...
but here goes nothing...
This may come off as somewhat odd at first as I aim to familiarize myself with compiling my life situations with the wisdom I've gained in a way to capture ones attention/interest, however if my efforts can help even a single person - I will feel I've done something towards a Greater Good.
I was born and raised in beautiful Palm Beach County Florida. My past growing up has been littered with trouble, turmoil, and some chaos, some fault of my own, and other circumstances outside of my control, however despite past issues and childhood trauma I have made the decision to accept what was, what is, and what will be, along with the highly beneficial decision to let go and fully detach from anything and everything that bothered me, so years later now I can say with confidence that I've successfully released my burdens no matter how big or small. I've found that there's sort of an art in finding the right balance between learning to "care less" and being "careless". Caring less (about the things that bother you) can be highly transformative, bring you peace, allow you to reach new levels of happiness, and overall improve your quality of life, but it's equally important to make sure you don't mistake "caring less" with "carelessness". Despite having somewhat of a "rough" past I've been lucky enough to find and connect with my "Higher-Self" in the midst of chaos, making a rather profound story that many people can relate to (and really connect with). This gives my story an even greater meaning/purpose as I continue just scratching the surface of my "reality", ultimately leading to unfolding the *REAL and touching depths of what I call my life. 'A Truly Unbelievable yet 100% True Story' that will have to be broken down into segments or a series that I believe wholeheartedly has a power greater than myself to help countless people connect with a more conscious, more positive, more spiritual, and overall better version of themselves, their 'Higher-Selves'.
And separate from the endless lessons of Divine Knowledge/Wisdom that I have to offer, I can only hope that anyone who reads or listens to what I share realizes that - IF I CAN DO IT, ANYONE CAN.
I've always wore my heart on my sleeve and been straight forward (even known to be brutally honest) and I feel it's extremely important for me to start things off with exactly that, the BRUTAL TRUTH. Being brutally honest has it's ups and downs in a number of ways, but at this point in my life staying true to others (as well as myself) I've come to realize has a deeper meaning and purpose far greater than ever before - by exposing myself - even for my character flaws.
In the past few years I've done a crazy amount of Self work and I've come a long way, honestly far beyond anything I could have fathomed prior to beginning this Self work.
I continue to receive insight, and ideas regularly on how I can further my education and advancements towards Self-mastery, connecting with Spirituality, reaching Higher consciousness, finding and more importantly maintaining inner peace/happiness etc., to basically continue improving mySelf and my life in all ways possible. Honestly in recent years this has become an obsession of mine.
I've been brutally honest most of my life, but like most people there are It has led to new levels of honesty, accountability, integrity, morality, and overall Higher-Self, which has then led to a deeper understanding and connection with Spirituality. After all being in alignment with genuine Truth is never a bad thing.
I can honestly say that I'm at peace with admitting there was a good portion of my life that I felt like a flat out lost cause. I had no real meaning, purpose, nor the 'want'/intention of improving. I consider this time of my life to be my lowest self, but as I've come to discover meaning and purpose in my life I've opened passages of my mind which has led me down a unique path of my own. In my destiny to connect with my Higher-Self I will now be going over a rather detailed list of my confessions in order to fully accept, and more importantly to let go of all the things that connected me to my lower self. In doing this it is my hopes that someone can identify some or all of the shortcomings in their life and potentially take part in their own confessions in order to release the baggage from our past, in doing this can create an internal release that can be freeing and can overall improve thyself. Ultimately this can be a doorway to begin connecting with the highest version of yourself.
With me being completely open and vulnerable by sharing my confessions I believe aligns me with my Highest Self, especially doing so publicly so that others can learn from my mistakes in order for me to do the most good for the world and not only myself.
Sidenote: When hearing someone's confessions, it's important to do your best to not be judgmental as it comes from a sincere place of vulnerability, but more importantly it is typically done with the intentions of wanting to do better.
Which is truly a beautiful start to new beginnings.
However, in this instance where I am sharing this publicly I expect some harsh judgment, which I'm prepared for and okay with. Especially considering that this is geared towards helping others find their way to becoming better, and I wholeheartedly feel this will touch at least one or more people who may be feeling lost, or simply looking to improve certain areas of their lives, or like in my case looking to improve all areas to improve overall life.
So here goes nothing.
Well,
actually it's something...
But here it goes anyway...
These are my confessions...
For a good portion of my life
I've wronged a lot of people, including myself...
I've been a looser, a lowlife, a scumbag...
I've been a druggy, I've been an a$$hole...
I've been mean, cold, rude, and negative...
I've been a thief, I've been careless, I've been reckless in far more ways than one.
I've been a liar, I've been a cheater.
I've been to jail,
I've been to prison,
However I've done my time.
For anything and everything I've done in the past which has not properly represented the Good I now stand for, sincerely, I'M SORRY...
No it's time for me to forgive myself, as well as others. Leaving the wrongs I've done right here, along with it's apologies left right here, in order to start a new.
So for the last time to all, I'm sorry for who I've been in the past but that's no longer who I am today.
I'm the only one who truly knows my heart. Haters are going to hate but you can't always judge a person for what they've done in the past, the truth is people do change. In fact everything - including people - are always changing, for better or worse.
I know that my heart's in the right place, maybe for the first time without question. To be absolutely certain that I'm destined for more. Not only to help my own life, but my children, my family, and now creating the platforms to create the most possible good for the world.
Without question I am in the midst of my greatest comeback of my life... And for that I am eternally grateful!
I am not who I once was, but I made new by the power vested in me. The person you believe yourself to be is the person you become, and so by empowering your mind you empower your life.
Personally, I've taken this a step further by converting my "believing" to a "knowing", therefore something that I am *"KNOWING into existence". In this case KNOWING a better Self into existence.
I've apologized a number of times in the past to those I've wronged and I've done so from the most sincere part of myself.
In my opinion this is one of the first steps to allowing confessions to be a real healthy, healing transformation for yourself as well as providing some closure to those you've wronged.
I feel it's also equally important to apologize to your Higher Self almost as if it is a separate entity altogether. This has allowed me to truly step into character as my Higher-Self, acknowledging the old me someone less conscious that I am grateful to know considering I've learned from each mistake the old me has made. This also allowed me to really detach from the old me, along with the traits and way of life the old me was content with. It's important to understand that all of this is just information, however information by itself is just information. The real work comes in by taking this profound and transformative information and really thinking deep on these thoughts and practices, perhaps meditating on these topics, will allow you to really know this information, then to think for meditate on it even deeper to form a real understanding of this information. And once you've reached a deep level of understanding in regards to this information, that is where the real transformation takes place.
I've researched this phenomenon further than my own experience and it seems that oftentimes it will hit you like a ton of bricks, sometimes it can just come to you as an "ah-ha!" moment, other times it may come to you more subtlety as you slowly begin to notice these things resonating with you as days go on. In any case it's almost always that if you put in the work, you will reap the benefits. In my case it was almost immediately that I felt like a new person, truly a higher version of myself that I'm now fascinated with continuing to grow. I've come to be excited with life and what the future holds as I continue my journey of Self-mastery.
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There was a time in the past when I first began admitting these things, but I felt shame. Although now I feel free to admit these things as I've come to realize them as part of my growing/learning experience which has led me to become who I am today. Making my confessions not something to be ashamed of, but to feel a freeing release of negative energy, in addition to being a beautiful start of something new. Making a confession being something to be truly proud of as you deepen the connection to your soul and ascending towards the Highest version of Yourself.
So here's to a new me, a new me that's proud to confess my past issues, sins, and shortcomings, as this means I'm turning the page to a new chapter, letting go of the past, which allows me to continue focusing my energy on soaring towards Self-mastery.
So, now it comes to the point that I have to ask you, the audience....
Are you ready to take on this challenge???
And to be clear, you don't have to be a complete mess of a human being (as I once was) in order to reap the benefits of this kind of practice. In my opinion, being in denial of the areas in your life that could use some improvement is one of the ways you can really be short-changing yourself. Let's face it, none of us are perfect. So it's important to take a fearless moral inventory of your life to figure out exactly where or what you need to improve on to become the next level of yourself. I believe we all have things we are not proud of, and acknowledging these things and then taking it a step further by confessing them really brings them front and center in order for you to ensure you avoid the very things that are keeping you more aligned with the lesser version of yourself rather than the highest version of yourself. I write this information with a sincere heart. Not to impress anyone but to continue my own self work while also getting others to take accountability for their actions, even better to right their wrongs by confessing, and better yet creating the space for the acesended version of yourself by letting go/detaching from the wrongs you've done in the past. You are not the wrong you've done in the past, and you don't have to carry regret with you for the rest of your life. In fact you don't have to carry that burden another day, and if you've managed to gain this understanding throughout this passage you've already realized that you don't have to carry this burden another minute...
Isn't that freeing?
If you're still stuck on some or all of this info do youSelf a favor and really think about it as your day goes on. Try to think about this as you lay down for bed tonight, and again as your waking up. The more you can run this through your mind the sooner you can begin a new better way of living geared towards your Higher Self. If a week goes by and you still haven't come to terms with this idea, I suggest you read over this again because something may have distracted you at some point or another. Or sometimes it just takes a few times for things to click as the neurons literally connect within your brain. All right myself have noticed many times in the past that I will be watching or listening to a teaching or a lecture for what is sometimes the third, fourth, or even fifth time hearing it when new things seem to come to light. I've literally had that "ah-ha" moment hit me while hearing the same information for a fifth time. Strangely, this seems to happen often, especially in regards to teachings with deep meaning.
Again, transformation for a better life is not always easy, in fact it is usually very difficult, yet it can all start with something as simple as making the *decision. So for the sake of a better future, if you can simply decide today that you will aim to utilize this information to improve yourself, not only for yourself but for the people you love and those around you. Overall this will allow you to be part of something far bigger than you can imagine, a positive shift in the energy of the world.
For myself, as for yourself, the *Higher-Self, at the same time for the betterment of our Universe and Humanity as a whole.
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